A Wookies return.....

Thanksgiving is a day to give thanks. We all have a lot to be thankful for that we often take for granted….family, friends, trails, and yeah even our jobs. Sadly I cannot work any longer, and I do miss it and the $$, but my time at home with my wife has been priceless. There is always tomorrow until you get bad news from a doctor and then it’s all about today……and today is turning out to be outstanding. I was able to ride this morning with my wonderfully patient friends who tolerate my pace and stops. They say it doesn’t matter what speed or how long we ride, but it does to me. It’s very frustrating to go from strong to weak to strong to weak just because of the chemicals I get….I think.
But back to today…we rode a section of trail that I had not been on before and with the leaf cover it required all my focus which is exactly what I needed. It was great to escape my life, even for the brief time I’m in the woods. After the ride I got home and helped the Mrs get the turkey stuffed and into the oven, which is something I don’t normally do but she’s nursing an injured wrist from an unfortunate treadmill accident. Now I’m sitting with my pups waiting for the bird to cook. Thrilling eh? But I’m alive! I’m feeling well enough to start planning things in the following months. Last year this time I was failing and by Christmas I was in real bad shape. My liver had stopped working efficiently and I was gaining water weight and I was real close to congestive heart failure. So to this point I’ve gotten 2 more thanksgivings, 2 more Christmas’ and I’m looking forward to turning 62 in May. I know it’s a bit of a stretch, but I’m sure I will make it. In the meantime I’m going to try to get stronger, ride more, go skiing this winter, spend more time with my friends and family….just enjoy being alive.
So when you start thinking that life is kicking your ass and you and yours are healthy….be extremely thankful for that because it means everything!View attachment 200955
Totally fucking inspiring thanks and many more happy thanksgivings to you and your family.

I’ve made it my business to keep texting and chatting with my friend who’s doing chemo right now too his spirit is just as strong as yours even tho I can’t visit him because he’s pretty weak right now.

Keep fighting and FCancer
 
Totally fucking inspiring thanks and many more happy thanksgivings to you and your family.

I’ve made it my business to keep texting and chatting with my friend who’s doing chemo right now too his spirit is just as strong as yours even tho I can’t visit him because he’s pretty weak right now.

Keep fighting and FCancer
So awesome of you, keep it up. You have no idea how much that probably means to him. You’re an awesome friend, I hope to meet you one day and give ya a big Wookiee hug!!!!
 
Well this week the doc ordered a report to show what my CEA levels are or my tumor markers. 11-1 report showed 3254 and todays report showed a drop to 1796 !!!!!! So for the last 2 months I’ve shown great improvement. This is no surprise because I feel better. At least now I will be prepared for the doc visit tomorrow!!!! He will probably approach this news cautiously as I’ve dropped then risen again before, so I’ll have to wait and see what he has to say. But for now I will just sit here in tears of joy.
 
Well it’s been a while so today is a good time for an update…..today was my return to treatment after having a week off and what did I do???? Riding really wasn’t the answer. Sure I did my hood loops, but to me that’s not really riding. A ride to me is meeting with my buds and cruising the trails and bullshitting. No, my week consisted of working on the wife’s car, left frt window regulator took a dump and got it all apart and THEN opened the box to discover it didn’t include the motor. Considering my job was being a Parts Manager for a Ford dealership and I ordered the part from Rock Auto so I didn’t have to travel to get the part….dammit. So back together it went, but it wasn’t really all that horrible even though it was on a Ford Focus, that was a wasted day. Another thing I did was to go Grizwald on my lawn with holiday decorations. This was kinda fun and was something I was too sick to tackle last year, so it was kinda nice to be able to do it this year….plus the wife loves it so I did it.
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…and of course the weather played a big part as well.
So this brings us to today. I was really hoping I would feel good enough to go to Second Life Bikes to help with the kids bikes, I always loved working on the bikes, chatting with everyone, but mostly just being a small part of something that’s pretty badass. But sadly my mind decided to screw with me and I woke up at 3 am and couldn’t go back to sleep. I don’t know why I’m like this, but considering some of my history there, I almost fear going in for my first day of a new round. Perhaps part of it is sitting in the same chair from 10am until 3:30 pm has something to do with it. It’s difficult enough going through your own brand of misery, but it’s also heartbreaking to see others in the same or worse condition. But anyway, that situation seems to fuel my silly jokes and my sarcastic ways as a form of self preservation as well as making others smile a bit. The nurses are so cool about my complaints to them and what they don’t do for us patients….but I think pizzas, cheesesteaks, and alcoholic beverages don’t make the cut.
My doctor popped in to see me about an hour before I left. I thought I had made without a visit from him, but I could feel my blood pressure increase when he said my name. But it was a good chat this time. He’s pleased with my progress and said “ your numbers are good, really good, and we will run a CEA (tumor markers) panel next round. So he has no fear right now of my numbers increasing for now. He just smiled and wished me a Merry Christmas and went on to his next patient. SCORE one for the Wookiee!!!!
 
Great news! We missed you at the shop last nite for sure. I'm away for the next one so I expect you to take over my role as mascot.

As shitty as my day was as soon as I spoke to you on the phone on the way to the shop I was in a better mood. Thanks Wookie for being so Wook.
 
Great news! We missed you at the shop last nite for sure. I'm away for the next one so I expect you to take over my role as mascot.

As shitty as my day was as soon as I spoke to you on the phone on the way to the shop I was in a better mood. Thanks Wookie for being so Wook.
Pfff, Aruba. Not like it is so much warmer there than SLB and think about the company you will be missing 😎

Have a great trip!!
 
Today I received an email from Strava saying the I rode 161 days this last year. I think that’s pretty good for someone in my condition! While I wish I was able to do more riding, I’m just happy to be around for yet another holiday season….I’m not taking anything for granted.
I would like to take this time to wish you all a very happy holiday and a very happy New Year. I wish you all happiness and health to you and your loved ones. I would also like to thank my close friends who keep me motivated, who call and text me continuously, are never impatient with me when I’m not 100%, and happily are too many to mention….I’m very thankful for you and love you all. I would also like to thank this community for all your support, it’s been so incredible to have so many behind me. It’s really made all the difference in the world to me AND Cindy. She is amazed by the love and support you have all shown me and I’m sure she is very thankful to you all.
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…and yea, my wife lives to photoshop me.
 
Today I received an email from Strava saying the I rode 161 days this last year. I think that’s pretty good for someone in my condition! While I wish I was able to do more riding, I’m just happy to be around for yet another holiday season….I’m not taking anything for granted.
I would like to take this time to wish you all a very happy holiday and a very happy New Year. I wish you all happiness and health to you and your loved ones. I would also like to thank my close friends who keep me motivated, who call and text me continuously, are never impatient with me when I’m not 100%, and happily are too many to mention….I’m very thankful for you and love you all. I would also like to thank this community for all your support, it’s been so incredible to have so many behind me. It’s really made all the difference in the world to me AND Cindy. She is amazed by the love and support you have all shown me and I’m sure she is very thankful to you all.
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…and yea, my wife lives to photoshop me.
Happy Holidays and Happy New Year to you too @Frank. Glad I got to spend 1 of those days riding with you, and the others who attended, on the final day of the 31/31 Challenge. Rode Allaire for the first time and couldn't have asked for a better tour guide. Also got to see the Dinos because you insisted. Thank you. So much awesome going on in the pic.
 
Just one year ago I was so sick I wasn’t sure I would make it. Even the doc said that I was close. But I survived and I’m doing well for which I am thankful. Thankful for the doc, nurses, meds, my wife, and the amazing group of friends who surround me and keep me upright. I’m thankful for this amazing community that keeps me motivated and moving forward. Thank you all, I love you all, and wish you all a very Happy, Healthy New Year!!
 
Just one year ago I was so sick I wasn’t sure I would make it. Even the doc said that I was close. But I survived and I’m doing well for which I am thankful. Thankful for the doc, nurses, meds, my wife, and the amazing group of friends who surround me and keep me upright. I’m thankful for this amazing community that keeps me motivated and moving forward. Thank you all, I love you all, and wish you all a very Happy, Healthy New Year!!
Happy new year @Frank. Keep on rockin’
 
I’m thankful for this amazing community that keeps me motivated and moving forward. Thank you all, I love you all, and wish you all a very Happy, Healthy New Year!!
I might beg to differ on this point my man...for me at least, you keep me motivated and moving me forward, so for me thank you and have a great New Year! Also, we have a date we need to solidify!!
 
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