Hi All. After thinking hard for 2 days I decided to leave the race (quit, if you prefer). It's not due to physical problems (the things I have are healing and I'm feeling stronger every day). The truth is that I'm bored now. Because of my mistakes and problems of the first 10 days I'm riding alone now. This is more like a bike packing trip now, without the time (or the company) to enjoy the places you go through.
Covering the distance of the race was part of the challenge for me of course but not the reason I signed up for the race. Some participants are cool with going alone at their pace and completing the race in whatever time it takes them. For me, with the “racing” gone and no time or company for bike packing this is a bit pointless and I'm not enjoying it.
Thank you everyone for your support and good vibes. While I was in it, it was a huge motivator and company at a distance. These last 2 days I continued the race only because I didn't want to disappoint all the people and friends that are supporting me but I came to the conclusion that it doesn't make sense to spend 2 more weeks doing something that I don't enjoy to make good in the eyes of people that ultimately want me to have a good time doing this.
This has been a spectacular experience and I feel lucky just to have been able to do this. Very different from anything I've done before on a bike and racing in general. I've seen incredibly places, met really cool people and pushed myself on the bike further than ever before.
I'm cool with my decision and have no regrets. Thank you all again for your support, advice and good wishes. It really helped me get through rough times and motivated me.
Look forward to share some stories and thoughts on the trails when I come back.
Segundo