Today
...I started the day with an early road ride. Got in something like 33 miles in 2 hours, or thereabouts. Then showered & ate some eggs before the first 9:00 call. It's a great way to start the week, and as I said before it sets up the day with less pressure to figure out where you're going to fit in a ride later. I knew it was going to be brutal today so I opted for this - it was the right choice. By 8:30 the sauna had started.
While I was out there I got a text from my mom that my aunt had died. I haven't seen my aunt in probably over 20 years. And I never had a relationship with her. She's not my mom's sister, but my mom's brother's wife. Even when we did family stuff I never much talked to her. As a kid she always seemed like 80 years old to me, so I guess in a way I was surprised to learn that 40 years later she passed away at the age of 79. It doesn't really bother me, per se. But I worry a little about my parents as they see their peers starting to die.
I decided to cancel the East Burke reservation, because it just didn't feel right. There's something about the idea of going up there solo that doesn't appeal to me. We've built so many great memories there over there years, and it's just not right to go by myself. Now to be clear, if I had business in Lyndon you can bet I would ride the shit out of the trails. But to make a solo trip up just doesn't jive with the way I'm supposed to do it. I'm still going to the VMBA festival to get away. But I'll come back Saturday night and go back for work on Monday.
I'm stuck between this sort of solo house dad thing and the solo traveling biker thing. Both of these have their advantages in terms of ease of function. It's a lot easier to plan your work day when nobody is home. Likewise, it's easier to ride your bike when you just get up & go at whatever whim you want. But there's something inherently missing when you do it all solo. I may have said this before, but I will never be the guy living in a cabin in the woods by himself. I miss having my wife with me.
Finished drilling out the other old mountain bike shoe today so now I have a second set of shoes. I still have 1 more set to drill out, so hopefully I can get a 3rd pair back in the rotation. If I can find replacement plates for these, that would help ensure the shoes last a lot longer.
Also did a lot of work on the LARP project, which I have forgotten the meaning of, but it has something to do with the laundry room. Laundry Asshole Room Project? IDK. Brian will remember.
Just Julia and I tonight, which is +1 above what a Monday would normally be. I made us Impossible burgers for dinner and I have to admit, these were really tasty with a full dress up as shown below. Also quite filling. I can definitely see myself buying this again.
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