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Tonight's number is 102. It is a combination of 2 numbers actually. When I first started paying attention to this number, it was 25. When I first started this stretch, before I even thought to count these numbers, it was something like -50 or so.
Now, let me tell you a story.
The date was April 10th. I woke up in Chicago in a hotel with my daughter, Julia. I felt like hell. The night before we'd gone out for dinner and I had a beer or 2. Not the big beers we tend to drink, but normal beers that people drink when they go out. At the hotel I had a bottle of wine and while I talked to D on the phone that night, I had some of the wine. The amount I had drank wasn't anything abnormal. But when I woke up the next day I felt like absolute and total shit. Things were definitely not right that day.
Fast forward a few hours and this feeling turned out to be some form of quickly moving stomach...well, not a bug, but a disruption of some sort. Let's just keep this as vague as we can and say that what goes in, must come out. And what came out that morning was awful. After that it was done. I don't know what it came from but I know it didn't feel good to wake up feeling like that.
That night before, April 9th, is the last time I had a drink. I ended up dumping the rest of the bottle of the wine out and just stuck to water & unsweetened iced tea at dinner for the rest of the trip. And of course the occasional double espresso. The way I felt that morning made me think, made me consider what the hell I was doing with myself. And here I was waking up on the Monday morning of my daddy-daughter spring break trip wondering what the hell was going on with me. While the source of my concern may not have had anything to do with the drinks, it very well may have.
I decided then that I needed to take a break from drinking. I'm not going to say that I'll never have another drink for the rest of my life. In fact, it is highly unlikely this statement is true. But for right now, I think it's accurate to say that I am not drinking. I think it was
@capedoc that noticed it first in Raystown, then
@gtluke in Kingdom. And of course
@Kirt as I came home from Chicago and gave him my entire supply of OH at the time. He still owes me pizza for that. I didn't forget!
So that was the first number. On April 10th that number was 1. Today, that number is 102. But that is only half of the equation.
Eventually I needed to combine this non-drinking with getting my ass back on the bike. So I started paying more attention to the Strava goal widget that's on the sidebar of the page. This year I had set a modest goal of 365 hours in the saddle. At the time I was at 1 in my drinkless count, I was probably 40 or 50 hours behind pace, probably more. I really didn't start paying attention to that until later.
My first official recorded score was 25. 64 days in a row, 39 hours under pace. Total of 65-39=25.
So yesterday I was at 101 and -1, which was a total of 100. I was hoping to nail 100 days without beer on the same day I zeroed out my goal deficit. I missed by 2 days but that's all well and good because it's close enough. I've knocked out a bunch of hours this month so I knew I was going to catch it soon. Now the trick will be to stay on pace with everything and to start adding hours to my total. In theory it would be great to get to 400 hours on the year. Sure, I am not the 480 hour/year rider I used to be, but then again, who knows what the future brings.
So that is that, there's your story.
Where do we go from there? Who knows, probably 103 or 104 tomorrow. I really just live this part of my life one day at a time, sort of like the Dred Pirate Roberts. "Good night, Westley. Good work. Sleep well. I'll most likely kill you in the morning." Then you wake up in the morning and hope it just keeps going and you keep riding and feeling better and being able to balance this hectic lifestyle we have. And that the Dred Pirate Roberts doesn't kill you.